I Love my Class.

As i enter the fourth semester in my ever hectic Mass Media Course at Wilson College. I brace for four months of crazyitivity, awesomeness, and "randi"-giri. I could've not been any more happier than i am now. I feel reassured that I took the right steps by entering wilson for studies. I feel stronger. The kind of feeling that rises from within.

Much of that, i'm sure, is not because of me. No, its DEFINITELY not me. Its the other people i chose to call classmates. Phuck. Classmates seems to official a word. For people who know you inside out. These groups of people give you so much reassurance! I've got diet advice, fashion advice, food advice, Girl-charming-lessons, and God knows what not from these people.

And as the rather eventful season of College Festivals begins. I can only dream of how much more close ill get to these maslims. These bo bantai bamai phucks. And i'm waiting. Im waiting for those moments of bliss. A Crowd coming together to support their Phucked-up contingent. A Band playing on stage, together, for the first time. A group of talented phucks putting up an awesome act. Not only because of the joy of winning. More so because of the togetherness those rare-to-occur moments will generate. As the title obviously says, "I Love My Class". ANd i will screw anyone who messes up with 'em. This is the first tym that i have actually been a part of a group for quite a long time without being kicked out, and i'm on a high.

As i sat in Mckenzie today, i could only think of how many more long afternoon-turned-evenings would we be spending in that place. And it definitely felt very promising.

So here's to my next semester, my college, my colleagues, and one hell of a mad-capped class......

Washing Dirty Linen.....

She came with instant thunder.

Struck me when least expected.

My deepest of nightmares did she plunder,

I was on the behest of being beheaded.

She entered to the stench of masculinity.

But she lived up to her name.

For she stung with feminity

Which was not many people's game.

She was initially in a rage.

The sight of my house being the reason.

However, ahe forgot all about her age,

and brought on the place a new season.

Such was her beauty

and such was her stride.

She'd make my Granma,

glee in pride.

She cleaned lotsa things,

the first in the list being ME.

and in the matter of a few ding-dings,

There was a new ME, u see.

She cooked some awesome food.

Which completely won over my heart.

If you think she's a chick, watchout DUDE!

She's my MUM. A Class Apart.

Confessions....

I dunno why, but i felt a strong emotion within my heart that i couldnt break through. I just had to pen this piece down the moment it striked me.

You see, most of you'll have seen me with those oodles of flab and a little of muscle. And most of you'll wouldnt dare pick up a fight with me for more reasons than one. You'll think im too powerful, that I'll tear you apart, You think i can break your bones with only a lone finger....etc., etc.

The truth is...........I'm not how you see me. I do not know if you can believe it or not, but till today, I havent got into a fight with anyone. Instead of me kicking some ass, most of the times, my ass was kicked.....Very hard. I'm not that mean and ugly bouncer you know........Believe me, I am so timid, you could probably pick up a fight with me, win and drag me all over the place.

I know this post might seem pointless to most of you'll, but seriously, there's a lot more to Brian than you could ever guess. For starters, I've never had a Best Friend. I hopefully am in the process of making one in college, but am still not pretty sure. Secondly, I cry like a baby.......the slightest of feelings towards something i like are depicted with tears. Big drops of saline. (For most of you'll, the image formed in your mind right NOW might be very laughter-causing). Third, I have had a very bad tryst with academics in School. I had a re-exam in the 8th, I had to answer a third set of prelims for being able to answer the boards, and i failed in my first and 2nd terms in 12th too.

I know i might sound very very cranky right now, but i thought you'll should get a dose of the real me, instead of the fake me- someone who's joyous and doesnt give a damn about anything.

And yah, just for the record, I've never dated ANYONE......not planning to die a bachelor, coz I am normal. But just for the record, the first time i proposed, the girl said no and accepted my close friend's proposal a day later. Being shameful enough, i proposed to the same girl the next year, only to be declined again. This time too, she accepted some other guy's proposal a week later........pretty much shit i bore..........but I didnt try the third time, coz i'm not a whore....!

I've not mentioned the Gal's name for obvious reasons. I have no bad feelings with regards to her, and we do speak to each other once in a while.

Before you heard all this, im sure atleast one of you would have loved to step into my shoes to see the world, or atleast wanted to.....but now that you know what shit i've been through....please refrain from any such thoughts......Highly Contagious..........Could Fuck up a major part of your life called "Childhood" or "High School"......

Tc and adios........

Micro-blogging my way.....

THIS is my twitter site.....

Not really forcing you to follow me,

But will twitter regularly You see,

Updates will not be much like fantasy,

Expect something like, "I need to pee...."

Long Tym....We dont have no sunshine!

Long time since i posted i know....

This creative block i had,

It got going very slow....

Polaris was great,

Just freakin Awesome...

What happened after that,

was nonetheless cumbersome.

College is going fine,

Sy has finally started,

Sudu has given up all,

And Soni had her great fall.

Projects till now arent so great,

though the effort put in was lovely,

who said they cant decide our fate,

Their effort put in showed clearly.

Festivals appear on the horizon,

The time for faces to blacken.

Hoping competition brings out the best,

I definitely am ready for the test.

For now am happy with my group of friends,

My social status is evolving so they're no dead ends

Certainly looking forward to the rest of college,

to learn everything except pure knowledge...

Of Lifetime Prepaid Friends

Just realized.......

My College mates are like a group of friends I always had, but never knew. They are wonderful people to speak of and well, contribute a little into making a different me....Like lifetime prepaid cards. No matter how much you speak to them, or how strong you relate to them. You know they're always gonna be there.

Just a brainwave that hit me a few days back. Amazingly useful brainwave, that was.

Just wanted to say this.

(PS: The above pic may not include all my college mates, but nonetheless, twas the only one worth attention ;) )

The "Odd"acity...

Was just thinkin about my parents and how they got me into this course (don't worry, there were no donations involved)....

U know they've hardly SEEN the college...(my sister did the admissions), and they havent MEt sudu yet (Joy to the world for Various reasons), They havent even met 1 of my college friends.....and i am now entering the second year of my college! I mean jus see how instinctive parents can be....coz im sure based on how much they've actually heard about sudu from my sis (who being a true Xavierite did, however manage to attend one of Sudu's lectures).......

Parents are awesome, chuck mothers day and father's day...why distinguish on the basis of sex? Celebrate Parents day.....Thats where the gift and the tribute is..........!

Hola Senors et Senoritas,

And Yeah......Keep drinking Polarizer and get Polarised...........!

100 truths! about myself...

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Coffee
2. last phone call = Nisha...askin if there was a polaris meeting.
3. last text message = TO Supraket
4. last song you listened to = Smashmouth- Cant Get Enough of You Baby!

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = no..but i did propose twice!
7. been cheated on = no
8. kissed someone & regretted it = no
9. lost someone special = no
10. been depressed = yes
11. been drunk and threw up = nope...can pretty manage alcohol

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Yellow
13. Red
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yes (quite a few!)
16. Fallen out of love = no
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you = nope
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = nope

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = many.
24. Do you have any pets = 1 cute and dangerous Parrot
25. Do you want to change your name = nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday = had vegetarian food at a restaurant in sll.
27. What time did you wake up today = 7:30
28. What were you doing at midnight last night= sleeping...slept off early..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = College to start!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = May 21st 2009...the day she left for sll
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = shuld not be so depressing.
32. What are you listening to right now = Sum music video on VH1
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes. Was one of my uncle's name!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = probable sponsors for Polaris.
35. Most visited webpage = Orkut, Facebook and Gmail
37. Nicknames = Brain, Bra-in, Genie and Bruni
38. Relationship Status = S I N G L E
39. Zodiac sign = Aries
40. Male or female?= male
41. Elementary? = Indian School Salalah
42. High School = Indian School Salalah
43. College = The Vernacular Wilson College 
44. Hair colour = Black
45. Long or short= Short
46. Height = 5'9
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes
49. Piercings = nope...get freaked out 
50. Tattoos = none
51. Righty or lefty= lefty...odd but true

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery = none..
53. First piercing = nope..nothing happening here
54. First best friend = Sanjay, Tijo
55. First sport you joined = Football
56. First vacation= Mumbai and Goa
58. First pair of trainers = dunno tht

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = biscuits..
60. Drinking = planning to get some cold water from the fridge
61. I'm about to = meet supraket at my place
62. Listening to = the VH1 music video
63. Waiting on = Supraket

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = yes, Just two thou...nuthin more.
65. Get Married? = yep..for sure...to a Pakka Goan Girl.
66. Career? = MArketing Executive in a Hotel/ Hotel Chain

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes= eyes
68. Hugs or kisses= hugs
69. Shorter or taller= Taller
70. Older or Younger = younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = No.
77. Drank hard liquor = yeah, for sure!!!
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yeah...someone stamped on them
79. Sex on first date = NOOOOO!!!
80. Broken someone's heart = Nope! Didnt have a chance being single!
81. Had your own heart broken = yes
82. Been arrested = No
83. Turned someone down = yes
84. Cried when someone died = nope
85. Fallen for a friend? = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Yes
87. Miracles = Yes
88. Love at first sight = yes
89. Heaven = Yes
90. Santa Claus = No...I know its my parents behind the fatherly figure...
91. Kiss on the first date = No
92. Angels = Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one (serious) bf/gf? = NOPE
95. Did you sing today? = No
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = my 11th and 12th standard....
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = My Valedictory Function in School...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? =nah..
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yes!!

Polly wants a Cracker!.....A Real Big Cracker....!

Hey People!

Face it, Im back....to where my heart belongs....Polaris....the one word worth a lotta effort. And btw, im back in mumbai too. 

These few days......MAN...just got a pinch of the giant dose that all the resident polaris team is puttin in.....nd whoa...it was an awakening.

Cant let out much information on the sponsor status. Coz we are quite a bit steady now, and i dont want some ass from the bmm department of Ali Baba College to poke fun. Seriously. Festival Work is goin kinda hectic, but manageable, coz u know its one of the things we actually learn in our course. We've burnt so much midnight oil that I was sure we caused the hike in oil prices. Lotta designing goin on lately. The looks of various things. a little pinch here a little pluck there.

And the future definitely looks positive. Id like to see a Polaris where evry1 dabbles in a bit of fun and tension, and goes home as bubbly as ever. 

Very Short Note, Very Random Note......I know....but my thoughts as of this moment arent so constructive and bold. So this is it....jus wanted to update the rare abominable snowman who reads my blog. :)

Keep reading Yeti, and Hope ya get Polarised.!!!

Ek kaam...Polaris ke naam!

Come the month of june..
and a certain group of BMM students shall be heard singing a new song..
The lyrics have already been put together...
The theme is fixed on "Never say Never"..
Unique individuals shall lend their voices,
to ensure inclusion of ONLY the right choices...

The groundwork is amazing..
Something that people at the Moffice will "hopefully" keep praising.. :D
I don't say that it'll be something hatke...
But Its gotta have some Jhatke-Matke...
After all we're Wilson BMM and we're cheap...
and luckily enough, thats not our reason to weep........

The CP has a dedicated soul..
He's someone who's definitely gonna make some heads roll...
Its not that we'll be giving volunteers the pink slip..
But again, we never said we won't use a whip........
About the Two DCPs, the less said the better..
One's a man of few words, and the other's ironically sweeter..
Three hot-heads down......8 more to go.....
Defining them isn't all so-so......
I'm thus doin you all a favour....
By not letting out our committee's flavor.......

Coming to the Tys, they're a bunch as sweet as ever...
They've done a Polaris...and so we're expecting them to be clever..
They've had their moments.....and they should have some more.... :D

So here we come with Polaris '09.....
hoping that we do well.....
to ring many a bell....
taking the "blitz" of bmm on a wild "detour", while keeping in mind our "Copyrights" and definitely our "Lakshya", not to forget our sole existence of "02"

Cheerios to my readers.....and lastly....... HAIL Polaris!

Destination: Home Sweet Home

Ok….by the time you people get to read this, I must have already reached the heavenly abode of Salalah, also known as God’s own Kerala……(A term coined by one of my friends on orkut…….hoping he doesn’t have a copyright). Now I am sitting on the plush leather chairs on the Mumbai airport, the ones with polished steel spines. The Boarding Area is deserted. I arrived early. A result of my high levels of preparedness, and of course, Past experience. Believe me! You do not want to get into a tussle with Oman Air. The Staff there are simply illogical. So, coming back to me and my loneliness….Im SUCH a despo na……..doin blogging as TP. 

Aila! The Egypt air flight just exited the parking space. That’s right. It’s the Egypt Air which is supposedly flying to Kuala Lumpur. Ok, forgetting my sarcasm. Lets arrive at the point. My Despo eyes are hunting for the plane among planes having the trademark Gold and silver symbol, and two words which distinctly remind me of home “Oman Air”.

Home! Yaay! Salalah………..Man I couldn’t have waited more for this moment. But come to think about it….Was it really the longing for home, or just the want to get the hell out of that Hostel? Pata nahin……….But whatever it is, I’m going home. And that’s my permanent address. Coz there’s No place like HOME.

Polaris. Had lots of it in the past two days, and I know that its just a spoonful of the ton of servings we’re gonna have. Its just a teeny-weeny mushroom on the base of a life-slice cheese pizza. But atleast it’s a mushroom, and not a molecule of pepper. Whatever it may be……Starting polaris was fun. A group of daring, arguable individuals who want to get pissed off. Now that’s our committee!

Coming back to the enticing prospect of Salalah. I’m coming home, little green lady, be prepared. I wont wreck havoc, but at the same time, u cant expect an Air condition deprived supposed mumbaiite to stay quiet can you?  

The Constant Headache...........

Phewww........What a week......man, i'm beat. I really didnt know that fighting for one's rights would get so ugly, not to mention, such a fucking task. I know it........I didnt do much, coz i didnt have the exposure. But then, like they say, theres always a first time. Ya right! someone please go and shout it out loud to my conscience.

Happiness is of the being, not the becoming. This is one quote im gonna remember for the rest of my life, because its just simply too good to forget. MAN! What a context, what a quote. The irony of headaches. They come to you when you just felt happy and content. Its like they're waitin in some hidden corner, contemplating and conspiring. They see you happy, and next thing you know.......BOOM! in your face..............they explode. Like someone doing the tango in your upstairs.

Lets face it guys. My life has been a constant adventure with 'someone'. And the someone dosent keep playin the same role, and is nor the same character. In this present context, I have been inspired by "someone", and now in turn, i think its time to give "someone" something back.

Its a personal decision, and mind you, i'll consider the least of fucking anyone who comes between this decision.................Mind It!

Sandy Open Day........

K......I guess this topic was not expected from me but what to do? You give the Average BMM student some time off and this is/should be what to expect.

The Open Day........hmmm......wasnt great for one......but wasnt too bad either. The fair bit of teeny-weeny cleaning and decking-up did make some magic as the dirt in all the nooks and crannies of the hostel was shoveled by many a hand, Including mine.

Once the Open Day, 'opened' as usual it was the FYBMM crowd who got in first. St. Andrews House saw a host of interested visitors in the form of Sili, Vishaal, Karan, Aparna, Nehal 'nautanki' and Supraket Meshram. It appeared to me as if they were waiting just to get a glimpse of the blessed interiors for the first time and in the process come across some hot hosteliers too......(the latter with particular reference to the Gals). Anyways the 'Cheap' BMM did get to come across a few sensational scenes, one of which was them catching Neeraj 'The Loverboy' Krishnan putting on his Lungi, which he later slowly but surely did within the confines of a third floor washroom.

An hour in passing saw the likes of people i've rarely met and encountered pass by my room, which in the beginning made me look at it as an invasion of piracy, but for the Heck of It All..........Atleast they didnt catch me dressing up!!!! Two hours later. I was sick and tired of acting host to the pleasant few who did manage to take a look inside my room and decided to join Arnesh 'Champu' Ghose and Neeraj 'Loverboy' Krishnan in offering their services to their visitors. That saw me consuming large portions of their food supplies too, but who cares.......Keep your hearts open as its 'Open Day'!!!!

Fed up of the insane fusion of Cookies and Banana Chips in their room, i decided to go further down the corridor to the humble quarters of one, Mr. Elvis J. Shemain, The General Secretary of St. Andrews House. The room was indeed welcoming and was i mus say Visually appealing. A few Bajra cookies and Lays chips later, i was busy playing with The G. Sec.'s MP3 Player, and was also in conversation with TY Literature students Supriya Singh and Siddarth Bhatt along with Fellow BMMite Supraket 'NC' Meshram......The middle name being included for obvious reasons.

OOOh........how could i forget the time spent with the many girls from PRH, who splendidly graced the occassion with their presence. Heena, Harshita, Rashmi, Nikita...........man! the list is endless. And ya, a public Thank You to Feba also for offering me a piece of chocolate. t'was very nice of you. But it was a different thing that my stomach was longing for the heap of Orange Chinese Fried Rice and Cabbage Manchurian the day's dinner would offer. 

All said and done, I really love my Hostel, and being in a very senti mood, the only thing i can say is...............................'Sandies Forever'